Chicken shit

This is late, but who cares.

Beyond my obvious resolution of blogging more (I seriously have some good ones!) this is it:

Live in the goddamn moment! (it is more serious if large and in charge)

I am always too fucking scared to speak my mind, of not doing things that sound fun because it doesn't sound like something "I'd do". So many things I've passed on because I'm too scared to do something!! So lame. SO OVER, boyfriend.

I've already started speaking up in Math... which is extremely hard for me. I try to answer questions, I help out people who aren't understanding something we're doing, and I even ask for help. I know this sounds like chicken shit stuff, but that is what I am - chicken shit.

Also, I've been trying to get in contact with people I haven't talked to in a long time (years?) so we can hang out. I want to be that cool spontaneous girl that never says die!

GOONIES NEVER SAY DIE!!

I want to be a Goonie.

Now please be my friend. Please? :'(


Picture source:
Goonies

I was going to write a beautiful blog entry, but after only half a glass of wine I am already kind of drunk and unable to think of anything to say.

No, no... I have a lot to say, but I can't remember it.

Have a good night, and I love you :)

(I obviously need to drink more so this doesn't happen again.)

My sister told me last night that somewhere around 60,000 died in Haiti's large earthquake. I was having a major idiot moment and said "That's like... half of Oregon." I was thinking the other half as Eastern Oregon, the sparse and often forgotten sister to the Western half. In my brain I thought there were only 3 cities there: Pendleton, Hermiston, and La Grande. After looking this up I've learned Ontario is a rather large one, and Baker City isn't too bad.

Anyway. I woke up thinking about what a stupid thing I had said and looked it up. There is like 3 million people in Oregon, which I remember clearly now learning in 3rd grade geography. Go me!! The population of the only three cities I thought were stationed in the East is around 47 thousand, sooooo.... But you know, you add the rest up and you're probably closer to like... nevermind. Doesn't matter.

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It's been a while since I blogged. Maybe you've noticed. My last post was a poem about dying, which I posted while working on three separate essays for two separate classes. So no, I did not die. I am happy you've been so worried though!!

I am however late to improv now, so bye! :D

Oh - I had planned on making a blog about the differences/similarities between the Vampire Diaries and Buffy the Vampire Slayer but stopped watching VD (teehee) and am now watching Once Upon a Time and American Horror Story. There may be a blog on AHS... mostly about the nightmares it gives me. OKAY BYE